The Vine of the Soul

             The Awakening

In 1998 I started to drink ayahuasca for the first time and in the year 2000 I started to become an apprentice. I have been trained fourteen years by different shamans from the Shuar tribe in Ecuador and I also learned a lot as a member (ferdada)  from the Santo Daime Church in Brasil, the biggest ayahuasca drinking church in the world.

I underwent very powerful initiation ceremonies to become a clear channel for Divine healing energies. These ceremonies were not easy and asked a lot of my will power and intention. I did four times Natemamu ceremony in Ecuador while drinking lots of ayahasca day after day and al lmost no food and no sleep. (not to mention the musquitoes, my body was covered with mosquitoe bites).  

I did four times a Vision Quest ceremony where I sat for four days on a mountaintop in isolation without food and WATER. These were the most difficult initiation rites I ever did, but they gave me also incredible power. The purpose of these kind of ceremonies is to pray for your life and to receive Spiritual Power to heal and hold ceremonies.

And now I am a healer. But I had a very difficult and traumatic life myself, so I can understand very well the problems from the people that are looking for my help. This is called the principle of the wounded healer. The healer first has to heal himself on all levels before he or she can heal others.

I have dedicated my life to organise ayahuasca-ceremonies and individual healings under the name of The Awakening. If want to particpate you can make a reservation.

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THE GAME OF DUALITY AND SEPERATION

Humanity lives in a virtual reality, also known as the Matrix. This is an energetic system that keeps the Lower Self imprisoned in the third dimension. This prison consists of your personal Matrix and a collective Matrix embedded with contracts to experience separation, duality, poverty, suffering and so on. Through this energetic cage we are cut off from the Higher Self, which is the True Self. In essence, we are Immortal Spiritual Beings that are completely free. At present, a part of us, the Lower Self, is trapped in a human body and in the manipulated energy system full of implants and artificial devices, like the Karmic Body.  
It is clear to us that we started voluntary, as free souls, to play the game of separation and duality, but it went off track. And too many people/souls are stuck in this game at the moment. I am sharing this information to help you to find the Exit to this Game.

Our entire Universe is a manifestation of the Separation Game. It is like a huge multi-stage set where the separation game is playing out on many worlds and on many levels. One of the planets where the separation game is in full swing is our very own planet Earth. (1)
Many of us, mainly Old Souls, started 16.000 years ago this  Game of Separation. We are immortal spiritual beings that are in existence for millions of years. To make that existence more interesting our Higher Selves are quite creative and keep themselves  busy with different games ( or realities) to play with each other. One of the most intriguing games they invented was the Separation between the Higher Self and the Lower Self. We agreed to separate a part of Our Self and then completely identify with that Lower Self. Once that process was completely we would start an Search through the corners of all creation to become united again with the Higher Self. During this Search we are experiencing a physical existence in a 3 D reality. At this moment the  Lower Self has been existing  in the third dimension for almost 16,000 years and that is the lowest dimension in which human life is possible. All these souls are still in the Game of Separation and Duality and only a few found the Exit out of this labyrinth. What kept them so long in this Game???

As we (2) see it now, we started the Game voluntarily, but it went off track when several alien races arrived on planet Earth and made things a bit more tough. To say the least. By being completely identified with the Lower Self ,we were vulnerable and easily tricked into agenda’s from some advanced alien races, who existed much longer in the Universe. I do not want to call them evil any longer, since perceiving things as good or evil, is part of duality. From the point of Oneness everything has its place and function, but for sure it were the Annunaki and Reptilian races that made our Game very dense. Later the Greys and Nordic Whites came into the Game and made it more worse. Anyway, with the arrival from the Annunaki/ Reptilians around roughly 6.000 years ago in Sumer  the Game went off track. In order to prevent mankind from discovering and restoring its connection with the Higher Self, Anu, the leader and king of the Annunaki,  created the Game of DUALITY. He  invented this game to capture human souls in an illusion and made us choose between light and dark, good and evil, love and hate, peace and war.  To capture the widest possible spectrum of souls, Anu, and his associates (Annunaki, Reptilians, Greys) divided the Game into two seemingly opposing teams: Dark vs (False) Light.

I refer here to Cameron Day (3):  “Planet Earth and much of our corner of the universe has been under a spell for a very long time, a spell which casts doubt within our minds about whether or not we are connected with the Infinite Source of all creation. The spell causes us to feel alone, vulnerable and isolated – cast out from the Heavenly Realms into a cruel, dog-eat-dog world.  This spell is pure fiction, a deception of the highest order, but it has taken hold deeply on this and other worlds." 

"Intrinsic within this holographic spell is the notion that duality and polarity are natural aspects of life, and that we must serve one side of duality or the other. This elegantly simple binary imprint has become so prominent that we have lost sight of the larger holographic spell that spawned it.  Indeed, we have lost sight of the hologram all together, and come to believe that it is the sum total of reality. Not everyone can be a saint, so there must be room for sinners as long as everyone involved is under its spell. Humans have been conditioned to worship the holographic deception and the agents that perpetuate it.  This hologram has been called Maya by the Hindus, and the Gnostics referred to it as the Demiurge ( the false God) . I find this term a highly accurate description, and from the point forward I will refer to it as the Demiurge. 

What matters most to the Demiurge is that we worship it or one of its agents, regardless if they are on the light team or the dark team. There are many names of the players within this cosmic, multi-dimensional drama that you will have no doubt heard of such as:  Lucifer, Jehova, Beelzebub, Arch Angel Michael, Satan (different dude than Lucifer), Ashtar, dozens of Arch(on) angels, supposedly ascended “masters” and various other channeled entities. While some of these beings play for team dark, and some play for team (false) light, they are ALL ultimately playing for the Demiurge that controls them. This, in essence, is the big secret:  There are not just the “evil, demonic beings” but also those who pretend to be angels and ascended masters are as well instruments to keep you away from your essence, the Higher Self .”

So far, the explanation from Cameron Day, which I find very valuable. We have seen that the main polarities that have been created within the Duality are those between Satan and Christ and Archangel Michael and Archangel Lucifer. In the end it does not make any difference who’s side you choose (False Light or Darkness) , you are still under the spell of the Duality Game controlled by the Demiurge. There is only  ONE energy that rises above all this and that is the Light of the Higher Self connected to the Source where everything vibrates in an ecstatic love energy and there is no light or dark, good or evil, peace and war. As long as you live inside the Game of Duality and you are through contracts restricted to it (see section 2 of this article), you cannot really get in contact with the Higher Self.


What is the purpose of this game of DUALITY?

The duality was created so that  alien beings could draw endless energy from us through the battle between light and dark, good and evil. As long as there is a battle, energy is extracted from human energy systems. And it does not matter where you give your  energy to. . Whether you worship Satan or Jesus Christ, Lucifer or Michael, Shiva or Vishnu, as long as you give energy to one of these two forces, you are energetically emptied. We have seen that so clearly. As long as you continue to give energy to forces / entities outside of yourself (whether it's from the good or the bad team ) you are not in contact with your own Higher Self. And that's exactly what this whole game is about. Make it as difficult as possible for human beings to restore the contact with their own Higher Selves and put as many barriers as possible in the form of religions and cultures and sects so that they never find out that they are actually Creators themselves. Once they have understand the Game and are able to finish it, they can create their own reality and they become free from the Duality Game and free from the Matrix. At the time  the Higher Self can enter the physical body, the Separation has come to an end. You are completely free and then you are out of the Game.

We have also seen that if you want to work with Light, you must always ask for the Light of the Higher Self. If you only work with "the Light," always first comes the False Light  as part of the Duality Illusion. Of course I myself  (Hannah) have worked for many  years with False Light and I have been completely stuck in the Game of Duality. We could only find the Truth through our own experiences and now share it with you. But all those experiences and insights started after we have been liberated from the Karmic Body. In the spring of 2016 we received information about this healing method and since then we have developed a very comprehensive method of liberation which we call Removal of the Karmic Body. (more about this on www.ayahuasca-ceremonies.org).

The first and most important step of allowing the Higher Self to enter into the physical body is the Removal of the Karmic Body. The presence of the Karmic body blocks the entire energy system. After that, the connection with the Higher Self can be achieved gradually. And that's a process that takes place step by step and new insights and discoveries can pour in. With every step we  came a bit further, but the most  important is that you can leave all your previous beliefs  behind you.  What was true for us two years ago is now not true  anymore. And of course it was hard for me swallow all this new understanding while I have been working in my ceremonies with AE Michael, and Christ  an angels. But we discovered that everything that does not directly connect you  with your Higher Self is False Light of Duality. As long as you need a guru, a master, an angel, a savior or a god  to worship and  give power to, you are aligned to False Light. Instead you need to focus only on the connection with your own Higher Self and your own Creativity, the ability to create your own reality.I also understand that what I say here in this article can a huge shock for many people, and that is due to the enormous influence that religion and belief have on us, indoctrinated upon us since early childhood. But that's all part of the MIND CONTROL. Everything around religion is based on FAITH AND BELIEF, because no one is SURE!!!

We  also have seen that the reincarnation cycle is part of this matrix prison and the separation/duality  game. When Annunaki/Reptilians and Greys finally had enslaved us, they did not want us to unite with our Eternal Selves or Higher Selves  after the death of the body. Thus, a very ingenious plan was designed to re-incarnate the souls in a subsequent life. All this under the impression that we learn a lot of all those lives and eventually return to the SOURCE, something that actually never happens .The so-called Tunnel of Light, which many deceased people see after their death and go there without hesitation, is a Tunnel of False Light. Once you get into it, you're totally lost and your reincarnation begins. However, because there is still some free will after you die, you can refuse to go there. Go with your back to the Tunnel of False Light, do not look into it and say that you only go there where Higher Immortal Self wants to bring you.. Removal of the Karmic Body can also contribute enormously to escape from process .

FINISHING SOUL CONTRACTS

We have seen that only people that are ready to be liberated can understand what I am all sharing here. At the moment there are approximately around 7 billion people stuck in the Game of Duality and Separation. When just 10%  can be liberated in the future, we are talking about 700 million people. We are far from that now, but closer to 0,01% from world population.
The old souls that are in the game for almost 16.000 years will be the first ones to be liberated. These are the people with very heavy and dense Karmic Bodies. They went through every aspect of the Game. They have lived lives as kings and  queens and priests en priestesses in Atlantis and later they have been made to slaves from the Annunaki  in Egypt where they were used as guards for the temples and pyramids from the sun “god’Ra, (who was in reality Anu, from the Annunaki). They have been sacrificed to Satan, they have lived in Rome and experienced  numerous poor lives in misery and slavery .  They went through all of these experiences and now they are ready to leave the Game.

For the other souls that inhibit the human bodies the game is not going to end soon. Most likely it will last another 16.000 years as we have seen that every game in the universe is played for approx. 16.000 years. So now another Game, the Game of Liberation has started and we are only in the very, very beginning. The old souls that can be liberated now and in the future can unite again with the Higher Self as well in this life as in the after  life . They will be united with the Higher Self and are than free to choose another game. We call the Higher Self,  the Fire Self, as we perceive the Higher Self as a fire which starts in the center of the heart, in the so called Divine Spark.  By the connection with the Higher Self this fire inside starts to burn and becomes soul fire. “Higher and Higher, let the Fire Burn”.

You have to start with finishing the contracts with Duality.

On Tuesday, April 18, I drank the plant medicine ayahuasca with my assistant Barbara, who is also a good healer. We do this regularly to prepare ourselves for the group of ceremonies I give to Amsterdam every 2 weeks. Well, on Tuesday, April 18, we drank ayahuasca and I said to Barbara: "Now, I'll see if we can  finish our contract with experiencing  duality." I stood before my altar and I said, "I  finish all the contracts that I  have with the duality. "After a few moments, a hard scream came out of me and a huge demonic energy came out that I perceived as a white snake and then poured out. Barbara and I are really used to it, but we were pretty upset. It was quite fierce. After I recovered, I said again: "I finish all contracts that  I have with duality." And again a huge scream and now I spit a demonic energy in the form of a black snake. We then thought it was ready, because yes, duality consists of white and black. But in one way or another, I felt very strongly that I had to say it again and then I spat out a poison-green snake to my big surprise.

Duality therefore does not exits from 2 but from 3 forces. The light (the white snake), the dark (the black snake) and there is a third force that constantly draws energy from the struggle between those two forces and then supplies the energy to aliens (the poisonous snake). Then I saw that this is what the so-called Holy Trinity constitutes: the father (the light), the mother (the dark) and the child (the son) who derive benefit from the two. But there exists no Holy Trinity in the universe at all. There is only a Holy Unity, Your Own Source, the Higher Self. The holy trinity is a creation of Duality and it is therefore not surprising that the sacred number of all Annunaki, Reptilians and other aliens is the number 3. And that's what forms  the basis of Duality. We, as immortal spiritual beings, should vibrate on the number 1.


Once it became clear to us what a very dark game was played with humanity, we learned that we were connected to this game through all kinds of different contracts. And that those contracts can be deleted, both for us individually and probably for all humanity. How such a contract is established is not entirely clear, but apparently we as Immortal Spiritual Beings have volunteered in  a number of experiments, a very long time ago. Experiments from which we absolutely could not oversee the consequences and through which we are still being held captive in the Separation Game. We have seen that once you volunteer in something, you get stuck with a contract. It does not matter if you are aware of that contract. It does not matter if you were drawn into it with false pretenses. You have cooperated or agreed in one way or another and then you are bound to a contract. . And humanity is currently caught in endless contracts. As soon as you or your government (as the public representative) agree with something, a contract exists. And all those contracts together form your personal Matrix prison and also the collective Matrix prison.

We have seen that we ALL  have a contract to experience duality, to experience poverty, war, hunger, illnesses, suffering and so on.  How is that possible????
We have some knowledge about how it this all works. We have contracts with all those negative aliens because they have stood at the cradle of our creation and we agreed to take a human body. And we have apparently agreed to their proposal to adopt a body that they have created. In that time we saw it as an interesting Game,  a new and exciting experience. And of course in the beginning it also it was like that. I mean it is very exciting to have a physical body, so that you can touch, feel and experience physical matter. We were not prepared for the idea that we would become enslaved forever. So we agreed with the experiment and  now we have a contract with Anu (the Anunaki King) , with Enlil (who is the god from the old testament also known as Jehovah, Jaweh and Allah) , Enki  and Ninkursagh (who are the Annunaki scientists that actually created Adam and Eve) with the Greys,  with Archonts and even with Satan.

But there are many more contracts that shape your Matrix prison. Humanity has a contract with poverty because we allow the existence of  a fully corrupt banking system, which means that 1% of humanity has everything and 99% nothing. As long as we allow this and do not take any  actions against it, we have a contract with poverty and with the Rothschild family who created this banking system. As long as we allow weapons to be produced on this planet, we have a contract with war. And it does not matter if you personally allowed to it yourself, or that it's only the leaders (or governments) that agreed with it. The moment that you are born as a human being in such a system, you are bound to those contracts. And I can continue with this for a while. As long as we allow medical science to only have knowledge of the human physical body, but to  have no understanding at all about the human energy system, there will be contracts  to experience diseases. All diseases origins in the energy system and are then converted to the human body. As long as we allow our doctors to know nothing about the energy-system and not even believe in the existence of an energy-system,  diseases like, cancer, rheumatism, cardiovascular disease, aging and dementia will never be eliminated.

The good news is that we are living in a virtual reality and that we ALL are nothing else than computer-programs in that system. And  for computer programs there exists a delete-button. So we can use the delete button and we have to use that thoroughly to delete all these contracts. And this what me, and my co-healers have done in the past few weeks. Almost every day we have deleted a couple of contracts.  Anyway, we have come quite far. We have deleted most of the contracts and stripped two major implants and  then our Higher Eternal Self  an be  most of the time present in the body. That actually could only happen when we switched of the pineal gland implant and the major implant in the back of the neck. After this surgery I felt the Higher Self fully merging with my human body. And that  is a wonderful and very new experience and  I hope that I will live long enough to instruct and guide each and every one of you how to delete these contracts and to forgive all the energies which  were are a part of  Duality. With Forgiveness and Love for everything that you have experienced you can truly step out of the Game  and you will be united with Higher Self.

You are forever pure, you forever true
And the dream of this world can never touch you
So give up your attachments and give up your confusion
And fly to that space that is Beyond all the ILLUSION
( song that I sing in the ceremonies)

This article contains a very short explanation of the Separation and Duality Game. There is much more to learn and discover and me (Hannah) and my co-healers Andis and Barbara have gained a lot of knowledge an understanding in the last year.  I  hope we are able to guide you through the delete-process in our  healing ceremonies where we focus mainly on restoring the connection with the Higher Self.  I hope that you find the inspiration and guidance from the Eternal Spiritual Self to continue with his process and I am grateful that I can share all this wisdom with you.

* Photo-reading: For people that have doubts about attending a ceremony or individual treatment we offer a photo-reading. When you send a photo from yourself we can see your energetic blocks and trauma’s and  usually get some info about past lives that were very painful and prevent you from growing in consciousness. After reading your photo we will decide if you are ready to come into our group sessions or better first do an individual healing and liberation session without ayahuasca.
We prefer that you come into our group session since they are very powerful in healing and transformation.  However some people are in such a terrible energetic state that we cannot allow them to join the group without treatment.  

Much love and liberation, FREEDOM FOR ALL, Hannah


written by Hannah Klautz   divine.juice@yahoo.com
English website www.ayahuasca-ceremonies.org    Dutch website www.ayahuasca-genezing.org

My co-healers can be contacted: Barbara lastarda@hotmail.com or andislapins@hotmail.com

Reference of literature

1) Conceiving of the Separation Game  by Jeff Street (www.wakingtimes.com)
2) when I speak about we in the text, I mean myself and my two co healers Barbara and Andis) 
3) Cameron Day “Why I am no longer a Light Worker” (www.in5d.com)